What happened? Hope it wasn't that bad.

Long story short, because this is the third time I have written this but I keep accidentally deleting it, I was pissed because on top of everything else, I got a raise and back raise and it didn't make a difference. I drew a picture to go with it and I was pleasently suprised because I think I did a fairly decent job. I'll show you tomarrow. I was thinking, if you are up to it, you could meet me at my apartment and I could drive us over to the new crib and you could keep me company while I unpack some stuff. It would let you blow off some steam too. Whatchathink? Let me know!

To be totally honest, I am not so sure that doing something tomorrow is going to work so well for me. At first I thought it would, but I really just need some time to be alone and today and tomorrow is my only opportunity to have alone time. My emotions are still a little too strong, and the alone time seems to be helping me sort through these feelings. Can I take a raincheck and hang out another day?

I really appreciate you calling me the other day. It helped to talk even for only a few minutes. And, I know how frustrating those raises can be. However, I will pray that God blesses what you are making. I know that when I first started working there I was making a lot less than my previous job, but for some reason, we did better with our finances than we ever did. God was truly pulling us through and blessing us.

That is fine about tomarrow, I completely understand. Thank you for the prayers about finances, though my struggle pales in comparison. I will be praying for you. I have to be honest; I am hurting for you. We actually have 2 other couples (friends of ours) who are going through very similar circumstances and I have been blessed with the ability to pray for them and listen. So, I will accept your raincheck on the condition that you promise to call me, anytime after 5pm during the week when you need to talk, get out of the house, pray, or scream intelligibly over the phone for 5 minutes. Let me serve you in this way, and I will allow the raincheck.